or whatever else you can think of

vic sel

assume you are over 18

wish you would do a staring bit while "watching" me do things with my thang until I cum.

you are really pretty and quite intelligent-- I can tell.

i could torture it if you were watching or whatever else you can think of.

(do you enjoy BME olympics?)

I am in San Diego. like to host you here. what do you think?

"I can tell"

international C&D order

So I've kept this blog under wraps for a while, cause I don't know, I feel bad laughing at people maybe, but today I got this email:

Um... Hey.

So I was googling my name and pseudonym the other day, and this is what I stumbled upon:

http://crazemails.blogspot.com/2008/12/anal-prize.html

Btw, I'm hardly what one would call a stalker - back then, I sent you those emails only because I knew you liked the Beach Boys. And if your sense of humour is so restricted that you can't laugh about Nazism, then fine, it's your problem and I wouldn't like to be you, but don't go calling it "weird".

Anyway, I'm asking you to remove that email from your blog as it contains personal information. I'd hate to issue an international C&D order as it would remind me of work.

Have a nice day!

~Alan

FYI I just took the info that I guess was the 'personal information' out of the original post.
I don't know, my sense of humour is kind of restricted to not seeing much to laugh about in the sustained genocide of generations of Jews, gay people, gypsies, and anyone else who was counter to the nazi ideal of a perfect world. Maybe I'm just crazy. I don't really see what there is to issue a Cease and Desist order about unless there's something about the original email that could be defamatory to the original writer, which this email says there wasn't. I didn't even write any kind of opinion on the original post! So yeah, I'm just putting this (unsolicited) stuff out there. Draw your own conclusions people.
Meh. Anyway, back to reading all 6000+ youtube comments on the last video... bleh.

sexxxxxxxx

You r sooooooooo cuteeeeee!!!!1
Can I have sexxxxxxxx with you. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I love you.

I almost made a video.

I'm trying to decide what I want. If I make a video will you make me a personal music and video CD?

I added the video "Eyes" to my favorites. My stupid mind keeps putting the idea you deal in zoom belief. I see your face in my mind. Eyes is action sold.

Are you going to the NYC gathering in July?

What the hell is Zoom Belief??!

You're a gift from heaven

You're a gift from heaven
I love you more than I can say in words. I want to cum all over your face, and push my dick into you so far that it will hurt you. You are lovely with your innocent English accent I love you more than I can say in words. I want to cum all over your face, and push my dick into you so far that it will hurt you. You are lovely with your innocent English accent that just goads me toward you and your purity, which I want to crush into a million pieces with my cum and my cock and corrupt your innocence with all the gross maleness that a hairy man can dominate and perpetrate on an innocent girl from England. I love you so much.

Since sending a link to this blog to a bunch of my friends, one sent this back to me which I sent her ages ago. It's so disturbing.

old school stalkers

Will you meet me - a complete stranger at the Police Station between 1 and 2 p.m (the only time it's open) located at the Town hall for 5 you're in town on Wednesday the 11/07/07 - that is if you're still coming on the 11th (if not and you do want to meet pleez say when)? I'll go into the Police Station and inform them that I'm waiting to meet you - someone I contacted on the internet because meeting there and them acknowledging this activity and being aware of our association and me I think will make you feel safe and comfortable to do this. It's not a blind date or anything - I just prefer to initiate any relationship whatsoever even if that be the most distant of acquaintances through physical meeting - being physically about each other - a smile, sticking your tongue out, giving cuteye, whatever -saying a few random things maybe and if you allow me to I may present you with a few knick-knacks (you don't have to accept them if you don't want to- please just say so- it's no problem). I think you're a relatively unusual girl with a way of thinking and being that would be glad to be acquainted with me at the least and vice versa - me with you. I've seen your Youtube postings and I've seen 'Fields' and your comments about it (that vid and comments are quite significant in my impression of you and contributed to me doing this) and I believe if we just chanced upon each other anywhere and we started talking we'd end up deeply strong (though maybe distant) mates. I'm not in love with you Molly, I haven't got any form of crush on you and I'm not into VBlogging etc., I just see a personality that I think (and I've done this sort of thing in the past and have always been right) would get on with mine and would be glad that she did this. I understand that this is a bit crazy (maybe even very) but then if you are on my wavelength you'd do it - I would if someone contacted me like this. For me it's wonderful and exciting. If you're worried that I may be travelling a long way for this then please understand that I'm someone who would have no problem at all going to someone located in an outpost village in India for one solitary teabag to bring back for someone I've never met because I would infinitely love the journey, things I do on the way, the events, the experiences, situations, etc. and the playfulness of the whole everything including the delivery of the teabag without expectation. I would rather have met you amongst the infinitely beautiful fields and woods about Jordans and Seer Green where I sometimes go and I would've probably started playing 'Spinning Game' (if I could squeeze it into our rendezvous) which you may know maybe by a different name - where stood up, you look up and focus on one thing above you, arms outstetched and then spin round and round rotating faster and faster, keeping your focus locked and then you run in a straight line (or at least try to) better still uphill or downhill, under the wonderful stars and after a bottle of wine or two singing pirate shanty songs (arrgh, hic!) but then you don't as it were know me or what I'm like and it's too dangerous under the circumstances. I understand you're a highly popular, super in demand Youtube celebrity with people looking to leave their wives for you etc. With me it's not like that - I think you're sort of gifted and I want to see how you grow as a woman (I don't mean in terms of material success or looks...and it does relate to your "Elitism comes with age" theory. which I sort of subscribe to...). To me it's in your timing and your music and your sensitivity. You're with abilities that are from sense and it's that sense which interests me - apart from that, everything interests me and you're part of that too. If you'll meet me please email me ASAP an I'll email you my mobile number so you can cancel if you change your mind or need to change things. You said about popping into Starbucks but I'm thinking maybe that wasn't an invitation for anyone and maybe to friends and acquaintances you've already made and even if it was I'd rather not meet you there for the very first time because I believe you'll be different than you would be otherwise being in the prescence of friends, etc. (as everyone I've come across always is) and also I am sort of shy. The police station is only open for that one hour. I don't mind meeting you for 5 seconds if you want just to cross observation paths with each other for a moment in "total reality" before we maybe proceed to email, etc. Please don't think I'm meeting you to "check you out" - if that's what you think then you're not getting me. I'd like still to be friends/acquiantances with you when you're seventy and you're teeth have dropped out and you smell of pee and if you ever reflect on how we met - you'll shake your head or whatever and say to yourself "What a silly arse" and remember this meeting, smiles, etc. exchanged and how it'd relate to our friendship - again as distant as that may end up being. If we do meet I'll want you to give me enough time to see me with my hair up as I'm quite long haired at the moment and I'm not into pony tails,etc or pinning it behind my ears and left like that- you're not going to see any facial expressions to remember at all - just hair.

What do you think?
Riz -x-

PS I know how wacky this letter may be and if I'd rather you didn't think I'm some nutter that you and your wonderful friends can take the piss out of by agreeing to meeting me there just to ridicule. I'm not saying that you'd do that and I don't think from what I believe about you that you would but it happens (not to me - but..). It wouldn't bother me because I know what I'm really like but it would be sad especially because I would want you and your friends to be contributing to making the world a more loving and wonderful place for everyone - including for possibly misfits like myself too.

PPS For me this letter is really bad - if we end up corresponding I'll explain - but if you're up for it please let's start off like this.

anal prize

As you probably know by now, I'm a huge fan of Brian Wilson (that I'm going to see in September at the Royal Festival Hall! Yay!) and the Beach Boys. So I decided to make a blog where I'll post rare and/or unreleased material by them, and I thought you might like it! ;) The Beach Boys are the undisputed champions of unreleased tracks and albums. I have about 20 Gb of things that have never been released, and my collection is small compared to some others!

Here's the link:
[redacted]
For the time being, there's only a self-made mix available (that I'm particularly proud of - please let me know what you think!), but as soon as I have more time, I will upload more interesting stuff. Oh yeah, why "Pearl Nazi"? I've run an anagram search with my name ([redacted]), and this came up. I like it because it's kinda cool in an un-cool way! But the layout of the blog and my username do NOT reflect my political beliefs in any way, I can assure you. My other choices were "Linear Zap" and... "Anal Prize". I'm not particularly proud of the latter.

I'm a little disappointed with you

I'm a little disappointed with you for not letting me know that you would be going to the YT Gathering in SF next week. Mr Safety's Feb 9th video was featured in the Travel & Places category. Are you going to do the Crazy Dream thing? I missed the night that you were at Producing101 on Stickam could you fill me in on the details about what you are planning on doing? Maybe be could get together sometime if you have time to kill.

I really don't know how to react since you seldom respond to my emails. I know that you are pressed for time right now but if you have some to spare please email me. k? :)

I ended up a loner

Well, I finally got around to doing a video of sorts. It happens to be a math video but the computed images in it are really nice. The Mandelbrot Set is actually the black area. I found a BBC Basic program in D. G. Drazin's Nonlinear Systems which is a volume in the Campridge Texts in Applied Mathematics series which I adapted to generate the zoom and stills. It took 9 hours to compute the 480 images and since the animation subroutine which captured the images had a limited palette I decided to include the still images to show more detail.

I really wish I could but I won't be able to go to the London YouTube Gathering at the Phoenix this weekend. I had a wisdom tooth pulled Friday and I have some family business to get out of the way. If I was more involved in YouTube I would definitely have considered going. My parents spent 5 months traveling through Europe in 1988 visiting relatives and doing geneology research. They went to the Runnymede Air Forces Memorial near London looking for my uncle's name but could not find it then. Just after Christmas I contacted a photographer in the UK who was kind enough to send me some pictures of the panel 102 near the West Lookout which contains my uncle's name. He was part of the crew of a Lancaster bomber which was lost during the "lull" in October, 1942 when the Battle of Stalingrad the fight over North Africa were taking place. He left a journal which reads more like a travel log at times. He was stationed near the Lakes District for a time and mentions that he was rather fond of a Scottish girl that he met. He grumbled a bit about being assigned to the Pathfinders. All my parents ever told me about what happened to him was that his plane was seen to go down over the North Sea.

Anyway, I do have an excuse to go to London and visit the PRO at Kew to see what I can find out about his fate. And if I ever get around to doing so perhaps we could get together for a pint of beer at a pub in London sometime. Doing some sightseeing in Europe might be fun too.

I saw Kwai Chi's video and the Phoenix looks like a nice place. I would have liked to meet you in person. I have a few childhood scars that I could show you if you ever decided to do another book. And I was poisoned once when I was a kid and ended up in a coma for a week. I think my parents were a bit overprotective after those incidents and I ended up a loner as a result. My parents both grew up on farms and were rather family oriented so they didn't socialize much either. After my father retired from television they started a family business which I helped them out with. Now that they have passed on I need to find new interests to pursue.

Let me know how the gathering goes. I hope everyone has a nice time there.

I do like "collecting you"

Would you like someone to help backup your old video? Hard drives can fail and YouTube is now unwilling to save your work. I would be willing to help if you need it. I have a lot of free space on my hard drive. I have only used 25GB of a 225GB hard drive and I can burn DVDs if you wish.

I live in Fresno, California which is 3 hours from Pier 39 and could help with redoing and uploading the endangered videos.

I would really like to help you if you need it. I do like "collecting you," since you are the "queen" of youtubia but I also feel that your rights as the author of these works take precedence.

Please let me help.

;-)

I have to watch my sugar intake

I noticed that you just got through posting another blog, Family Names. The reason I am emailing you is because the header is missing. I assume the page is still under construction. All that shows up is a blank header space when you sellect the information using a mouse.

The muffins the other day reminded me of you online painting session on Stickam and the auctions on ebay. I really wanted Evil Muffin. *sigh* I have to watch my sugar intake now. I found out I have diabetes. My candy habit has finally caught up with me.

Check out httprover2.blogspot.com. France Gall is a trip into the past. You might like her. She is definitely 80's. She is known for Baby Pop. And she is a real tease. You'll find her on YouTube. She was almost 30 years ahead of the present with Résiste.

Some Bond trivia: Ian Fleming was the liason officer between Bletchley Park and the Director of Naval Intelligence.

Jim B

stamps?

found some collectable graphics that might be of interest to you @ http://www.royalmail.com/portal/rm/shop?catId=9300091&pageId=shp_prdlist&category=cat57690006

they have been issued to commemorate the centenary of Ian Fleming's birth on May 28, 2008 the official publication date of the new Bond novel Devil May Care.

more at: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Devil_May_Care_%28novel%29

Photo of your house

I hope you had a great time in Canada and the US during the last month. Looks like you accomplished quite a bit in the time allotted. I'm a little hurt that you didn't share that with me. I still would have loved to see LOVE at the Mirage. It is still playing. Some other time?

I just got through looking at the YouTube slide show video of your trip. Sorry to have missed you again. But it probably wouldn't have made much of a difference since I have a sister with problems and is very demanding of my time. Sometimes a little too demanding. But she is my sister and was rather desparate.

There's another thing that I should mention. I was looking through your albums at flicker and found some pictures of where you were staying in SF. You have to be more careful now about what you post because of Google Street View. I've attached the street view of the place where you were staying. It's a little scary. You probably have enough information to find where I now live. Unless you tossed it out with the spring cleaning.

I am still at a loss about what happened, if anything, to Molly at 888. She was rather nervous on stage and didn't do her routine with nayders07. Was Tony Stockert there? He makes her nervous. At 777 she was somewhat giggly when she almost kissed Tony. I'll assume what happened was a private matter and forget about it. Her last couple of videos were really cool and indicate that she has a sense of humor. Does she like playing gags?

In case you are wondering why I have been worring about her, there were two photos posted in her myspace account in which she wore dark glasses and had what appeared to be a bruised nose with captions something like "hello lover" and "summer summer". And I had lost touch because of my sister's problems. Molly is at a time in life when people often run into trouble finding their way. There is a limit to what others can do and people can get so distracted by other things. Sometimes people have trouble coping and nothing you do seems to help. It can be rather fustrating and you can get hurt while trying to help.

I don't live there anymore.